does possession mean expression

Because I do not express it, does that mean I do not possess it? My emotions have become permanent occupants of my mind running wild with an attempt to escape. They hold a beauty in which is so misunderstood some have compared them to The Mona Lisa. They have managed to escape few times yet find themselves on a quick relapse for the comfort of my mind. Simple yet complex, the occupancy of my emotions have become me. A me of which alterations are none existent. simply growth in one of its truest forms. There have been intruders. There have been imposters. But my emotions have become more comfortable in their residence then they have ever been. Because I do not express it, does that mean I do not possess it? Simple yet complex, the occupancy of my emotions have become me. A me of which alterations are none existent. Simply growth in one of its truest forms.